frolickin' through your metropolitan
victory feels good. and it's such a rarity, i think.
i had to drive into work at midnight. that never does much good for my disposition, but i've been made aware of how my short fuse can tend to cause problems and probably doesnt do me much good either. my drive in last night started like it normally would, driving fast and seething at how frustrating this job is sometimes. it's very, very difficult for me to calm down in a situation like that. but last night something kind of clicked. feeling like that didn't make my server reboot. does it fulfill some sense of justice - i like getting angry cuz i feel like i have the right? i have an excuse and it feels really good sometimes to get that fired up?
i don't know. something clicked. i calmed down. i was actually bumping to john reu by the time i pulled into the parking lot. i wasn't super happy... but i wasn't seething anymore.
then this morning i got up and actually exercised for the second day in a row. that's a good stretch for me :) and for some reason things are a little better today, the air is sweeter.
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